schizo

a stranger to myself.

     

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

i dont know what to write. i think i should blog (well cause i have the chance and i havent blogged in a long time) but i cant think of anything to write. hm... i think ive lost something. i havent written anything with sense for so long. i miss my brains. i think ive lost something very important to my being me. maybe i just need some sleep. or maybe i need someone to slap me hard.... no... that is not an invitation for people to slap me. maybe i need something new in my life. i dont know. maybe i just need a life. ack! i dont know anymore. im not making sense.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

another tuesday.... hm.... i havent seen ari since last friday and i really miss him na... yes, baby... i really, really, really miss you na.... hope i get to see you today.... hmm.... yeah... well... its fair week and we still have classes till tomorrow morning... damn.... nakakapikon... well... theres this dance competition that my friends are joining... best of luck to all of you!!! =)i got them their blindfolds for the dance... i believe its lucky to have something given to you when you go into competitions and stuff... =) hopefully it will bring you even just a little bit of luck... =p the dance is great and you're all very talented... i think you can make it.... =p hmm.... got a haircut yesterday... its not that different... only shorter.... but i like it... =p hhmmm..... yeah... im bored... i just want to go home and sleep... zZzZzZzZzZz......................

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

tuesday... boring... um... had a long weekend so i'll talk about that... went to friday's last friday (yeah! friday at friday's!!!!) with ari and my friends (namely: THE PIRANHAS: magel, jenn, steph, jeff, jr, lala, albert, ticky, javy, mikey, kiki, ari ; plus aimee, patty, gaston, erkie . wait....wala ba ako nakaligtaan? sorry kung meron....) basta yun! laughtrip!! ang saya! sobrang sabog lang... inuman, kainan... tapos yung mga nagyoyosi nagyosi... tapos natipsy yung iba... hehehe alam nyo na kung sino kayo... tapos... sobrang ang ingay nung iba (nakakahiya kayo!!!!) pero ok lang... saya naman eh.... it was nice to have ari with us... masaya kasi kung kasama mo na nga barkada mo kasama mo pa boy mo diba?? hehe ari's friends were there... different table and just across the bar... they all greeted me a happy birthday... awww... sweet.... =p heeheee..... ack!! cant think of anything else worth writing here... love you, ari....

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

hmm... ok... wait... no! im freaking 18!! damn im old... um... yesterday was my 18th (yes.. 18th...) birthday... my tita scattered rose petals all over the house so when i woke up it was really pretty... hehe... my dad got me a pocket watch!!! yes a cute little silver pocket watch... even has my name engraved on it... *drools* its such a pretty little thing.... =p~ when i got to zobel people were greeting me left and right... i was really touched... it was really sweet of everyone... oh! and richele got me this cake!!! mm.... yummy... =p um... i bought pizza for my friends in school... the piranhas were there so needless to say the pizza was devoured almost instantly... =p hm.... it was cute... they all started singing happy birthday in the cadlum hall really loud... grabe nakakahiya kayo!! =p joke!!! um.. when i got home there were more pressents!! yey!!! (i like pressents!!!) got new earings from my tita... they're cute star earings.... =p and then ari came over with this big bouquet of flowers.... awww..... thanks baby... hm... kince and rich came over for dinner.... we ate alot... had some peach sparkling wine... yum... talked alot.... listened to kince with his guitar... then decided to take a walk to the park... we stayed in this big swing thingy... we bummed there.... and just talked some more.... then kince brought out his red card deck... after a while (ok... a llloooonnnnggg while) we decided we should head back to my house coz rich's ride might be there already.... rich went home... then kince left for atc... and ari and i were left to talk and stuff.... he had to go by aorund 11:30 though...my brother was kind enough to offer a ride at least until outside the village where ari can find a ride home.... hmm.... all in all a good day i think... =p

Friday, November 05, 2004

its my birthday on monday..... ay! nasabi ko na pala yun! pero ok lang... it will be a friendly reminder.... dont forget my pressents!!!! yey!!! wehehehe! peace out!


Wednesday, November 03, 2004

oioioioi!!! birthday ko sa monday!! im turning 18!!! nyak im so old!!! but thats november 08 people! gift ko ha???? teeheeheehee!!!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

mahal na mahal kita ariel...

yessss...... i'm still alive..... hm...... it has been some time since i posted... not that anyone reads this blog anywaysss.... hm... at least i think ari goes here... i love you, baby ko... happy anniv.... you know how much i really love you.... um... there... that was the main reason i'm posting... its been a year with ari... despite all the ups and downs... all the people who got in the way... all of those who have always been against this relationship.... well we have proven we're stronger than all that... i still believe i made the right decision in being with him... i also believe (and hope) that we will continue to prove that we do love each other... and it will work... hmm.... what else... just came from a retreat... that was fun... i think i have found a little "family" of piranhas... i love them.... thanks piranhas.... dakila kayo...

Monday, September 13, 2004

still breathing... im in better moods lately... um... i did say better and not amazingly great ok? so dont expect me to be the happiest little girl just yet... lets take this one little step at a time... =p hello world... how are you? im in my blah mode... meaning... i dont know what to do, write, say etc..... blah blah blah blah blah.... my mind is a hollow space inside my skull... (haha... for all those thinking "dati pa naman diba?" very funny... and yes that was sarcasm...) blah blah blah.... no wonder nobody reads my blog... im a useless blogger... hmm... letsd try to make some sort of sense here... um.... ari and i are great... yes... we are still fine... (for all those with eyebrows raised all i can say is.... haha...) we have been spending a lot of time together... and he says his friends like me naman.... hm... hope thats true... his family likes me... i think.... and well... there it is.... hm.... i have also been spending a lot of time with kince since he got back from the US.... wah!!!! i cant believe you're leaving us.... =( thats just sad.... (boohoo...) hm..... er... um..... blah blah blah blah... ok... im out of brainpower... ciao....

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

i am still alive.
i think.... ????

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

comp class in zobel... not doing anything... bored... ei! did you see the dlsu-admu game last sunday? grabe nice game! ^_^ wala lang... im just... weird.... hehehe... i think im at peace with the universe today... i mean at least i hope so... i was good last suday and yesterday.. hope im still at peace with the universe today... and i hope the universe is still at peace with me...