schizo

a stranger to myself.

     

Saturday, February 28, 2004

hi again to my baby!!! i love you!!! ^_^
hi to rich! didnt know you read my blog.. =p im not very faithful to it... i dont write as often as you write in your LJ... =p anyhoo! what to write... hm... today is my brother's birthday!!! *clap clap clap* (yes people greet him!) ^_^ its a slow day for all of us here at home though... he doesnt celebrate his birthday... =p um.... what else.... it was our concert in the chorale last tuesday... it was pretty okay... =p i think miss p. wasnt disappointed... thanks for those who watched!!! ^_^ congrats to all the CPA performers!! the concerts were good!!! =p heehee especially to all the chorale people! thanks for not giving miss p a hard time... ack! i forgot! its our retreat on the fourth and the fifth!!! people please please PLEASE give me a letter!!! =p heeeheee..... anyhoo.... thats it!!! (i mean for now!) ehehehe....

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

goodnight all! ^_^ sweetest dreams... *mwahz all around* (heehee i love you ari!!!! ^_^)
hm... here's a thought... have you ever heard the sound of your own heartbeat in a very crowded and noisy room? just all of a sudden hear the steady beating of your own heart that would usually be overshadowed by the sheer volume of everything and everyone else? it seems kinda hard... the noise and 'chaos' of such a place would leave you deaf to yourself... its weird... cause when i was in the theatre of our school, practicing for the play tomorrow, i kinda just shut out everything else and listened to my heart beating... i never realised how beautiful it gets... its listening to yourself.. and alot of us dont get to do that very often... maybe we all should try to talk less and listen more... i dont know... i might be wrong... but i think it will help us all... make things less meaningless...
*sigh* it has been too long... anyhoo... what to write? what to write? busy lately... school mostly... and chorale... *sigh* tired... so tired... im pimplish na nga eh.... tsk tsk tsk... anyhoo... my grades are kinda getting better... i mean... KINDA... so thats pretty ok... um.. ari has been visiting me alot... he's been trying very hard to keep my spirits up... and that at least is kinda working... (thanks for that baby) been trying to keep afloat with all these things piling up... ack! and im just in highschool!!! >.< grr.... ack!! anyhoo... i'll try to post more often all though i doubt i would be capable of doing that... peace people... hope you arent tired of me yet... heehee.... =p

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

wabbols you cuddles... *sigh* i miss you... =(
*sigh* just did my experiment paper in like 30 mins... talk about race against time! *sigh* ack! my hand is tired... =( *sigh* damn! comp quiz pa!!! ah!!!! hassle!!!!
oi! oi! oi! ^_^ im just in comp class!!