schizo

a stranger to myself.

     

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

oh... by the way... just thought of writing this for the sake of writing it... happy birthday mommy... i miss you....
sigh~ im bored... im just sitting here in the computer lab... yup.. comp class... yawn~ sleepy... just went to my brother's blog... i liked the happy babilos... hehe... sigh~ and i liked the poem he quoted... sigh~ bored... im missing my bed again... i wanna sleep... and for some reason im really missing my brother... hm.... i wonder why... in connection to that last statement of mine... i love you kuya... sigh~ ack! starting a headache now... sigh~ hassle.... sigh~ need a hug again... damn needy little girl... sorry.... i talk to myself.... yawn~ i was thinking a while ago... i really want to be a writer... yes damnit... a writer... i know... i know... there's no talent in me for it... but i like writing... its something that makes me feel good... thats important right? sigh~ but it would be cool if i was in a famous band or something... yes... the rockstar dream... sigh~ that would be fun... but that would also take a miracle... at least writing is something i can really do... sigh~ couldnt i have been born as a talented little girl? i have too many dreams... and even i know that i would fail in most, if not all, of them... sigh~ how unfortunate..... sigh~ but thats life..... and this is who and what i am... sigh~

Friday, July 02, 2004

hhmmm.... *sigh* first off... thanks for the hug, ari... and secondly... happy birthday... ^o^ hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm..... uy! arun... i didnt know you still pass by here... wala lang... this is a poor neglected blog... hhmm... im in the hs lib right now... bored... homesick... i wanna go home now back to my old hometown... hehe combo on the run by eheads lyrics... but seriously... i wanna go home!!! *sigh* still waiting for my ride... hhmm... is there anyone else out there??? im missing alot of people lately... *sigh sigh sigh* hhmm... im lost... i think ill end it here... ----> end